I’m sitting in front of my computer, thinking about what to
share with you all. I’ve decided to give you a glimpse into my journey into
self-publishing. When I sat down to write my first book, I had no idea about
this underworld of blogging and Facebook. Love Me Back, my first novel, was
released April 22nd.
I pressed that published button without a clue
of what would happen. My mom actually said, “Hey, if you get really bad
reviews, just release a second book under a different name.” Oddly enough, that
comment put me at ease. I told no one that knew me except for my husband and my
immediate family. I let the book take its course and I was shocked to find a
small amount of people buying it. When I finally confided in a good friend, she
told me to look into groups on Facebook. I shared on a few sites, expecting
nothing. I would check my Amazon sales every five minutes, just to see the
number sold remain the same. Then I got busy at my “paying” job that afternoon.
When I got in my car to drive home, I was shocked to see I sold sixty copies in
those few hours. I was shocked and quickly called my husband and told him how I
wanted to bottle up that feeling and never forget it. The thought that sixty
people who didn’t know me, bought my book, thrilled me beyond belief.
Unfortunately, I had lessons to learn. The most important
being hiring a professional editor. Even though, my reviews were good, there
were a few referencing typos or grammar errors. I ended up taking it off sale
June 1st and hiring an editor. I re-released Love Me Back on July 8th
and by then I had learned a little more about this self-publishing business. I
lined up a blog tour with a blogger and found groups and fellow authors to
converse with. In the last seven months, my knowledge has increased but there
will always be more to learn.
So, even with five books under my belt, the nervous knot
still resides in my stomach and the fear of what the public will think still
terrifies me every time I hit the publish button. However, on the flip side,
I’ve never enjoyed what I do more and if only a few readers can lose themselves
in my stories, I’m happy with that.
Michelle Lynn
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