The End: Often considered the two sweetest words in the
English language for an author. We love our jobs, we love our characters, our
stories, our work days that include pajama bottoms and coffee that is more
sweetened-something syrup than coffee. But after tapping in the requisite 70,
80, or 90,000 words of a manuscript that is due far sooner than one imagined,
there is nothing quite as compelling or momentous as those two words.
In the last nine months, I typed those very words three
times. Three times, once every three months, back to back…to back. I generally
stagger deadlines between week-long margarita breaks, but due to something
businessy and not an unfortunate love for every reality show on TLC, I found
myself and my work schedule surprisingly compressed. So, once I typed the third
set of end words, I decided that I wanted – no, needed – some time off. A month, this time. No writing. Just
relaxing, reading, getting in touch with my inner-domestic goddess (i.e., doing
laundry for the first time in a month and finally scraping up that fuzzy thing
in the fridge that will either be toxic mold or a new pet. Or possibly a
combination of the two).
I woke up the first morning with a lightness I hadn’t felt
in months. Nothing pressing! Nothing immediately due! I lounged in bed for an
extra half-hour, snuggling my cats until they both began claiming starvation.
Then there was the meandering breakfast, the hour at the gym and devouring a
few chapters of a great new book by Lisa Jackson. And then it was noon and I
had no idea what to do with myself. I’m usually just looking up from my laptop
by noon, my stomach growling, my coffee ice cold, my breath rank from ice-cold
coffee.
By one o’clock, my fingers were twitching. Let me just write a few things down about a
book I’m thinking about… just a few lines…and then, I promise: Nothing but
relaxing and folding socks and laying in the sun reading…
No writing. On vacation. Hiatus.
That was three chapters ago.
They say that you don’t choose a writing career; a writing
career chooses you. And here, on vacation in a dazzling locale and wondering
when I’ll kill my next character, I know that’s true.
I just wish the career that chose me included more
margaritas.
2 comments:
Wouldn't it be nice to find a career that includes not only margaritas, but
lots of free time!
Pat C.
I always imagined a writer to be 'on' at all times. The imagination going at 100 miles per hour.
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